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{ No Music, No Life! }
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Painting Practice...

Ugh... It's a failure...
The face looks weird =/
And i can't make the lips shiny... *tears out hair*
Oh. And tutorial's from here: http://prodigybombay.deviantart.com/art/Coloring-Tutorial-121198672
Maybe it's cause she's using a tablet, so it has pressure sensitivity...
But i still need to improve D<
Rawr.


Wacom anime & manga contest!
I'm so gonna join the Wacom anime & manga contest~
-hearts-
But i really need to draw more TT.TT
Or i won't improve.
I just wonder why those artists who already have tablets want to join the contest.
Uhhh. Let's just see how this painting with a mouse will turn out.
I need to drawwwww DD:
I want that Wacom Intuos...
I might be getting one during IT Show in March...
:D

Ugh... Homework spam...
Chem worksheet: 2 pages of words.



Wednesday, February 17, 2010
gimme a tablet.
http://prodigybombay.deviantart.com/
I absolutely love her artwork.
I love her style.
Especially the shiny lips xD
It's so pretty~

Gah anyway, i want a tablet Dx
Someone took the offer in SGClub ._.
But i think my cny money wasn't enough...
Meh.
Good luck to me trying to paint using a mouse.

I want do draw art, not study art D:
It's kinda boring but yeah...

Hmm come to think of it i haven't done my new year's resolution O.O"
Well then, i'll wish to do well in my studies, work out more, and DRAW MORE!
I think i'll break this really soon ^^;
Especially to work out more.
I've got no time dammit.
Homework, CS, Hidoi Cleaning...
Not to mention that yoga class on Wednesday which makes me rush like hell >\
And. Other problems.
Nah i don't wanna talk about them.


Saturday, February 13, 2010
Sukinanda - Younha
Why can’t you always be honest with the words you say before you become troubled?
Somehow this day has changed with the gentle smile that you gave me

Rather, how does it stop becoming about times of fighting?
In such times I also recognize and understand what you gave me
Though I am selfish, don’t separate it all the time

Even if this isn’t the last train, I’ll call you now
I want to meet you and say it will become definite
I can’t be disconnected here

Don’t separate it all the time
Even wherever on this earth you will be,
Find it immediately and embrace it
Because it shows courage don’t you think?
But I am a little embarrassed
Though you can’t say it many times, you like it

With just that you can increase your happiness
Even similar every day becomes the different scenery
A heart becomes satisfied with your natural smiling face

Until this time passes, you will look back on the days with mere thanks
However, there were times when you were confused but I had a feeling that you were not useless
Don’t separate it all the time
A gesture that isn’t pretty at all and it is only hurts me
Because it shows courage don’t you think?
But I am a little embarrassed and
Though you can’t say it many times, you like it

I like it so much more from now on
Are you there?
I want to be certain
Even if I became insecure again,
Do you answer many times?

Don’t separate it all the time
A gesture that isn’t pretty at all and it is only hurts me
Because it shows courage don’t you think?
But I am a little embarrassed and
Though you can’t say it many times, you like it

Because I don’t separate it all the time
I have these tears when I embrace you
Because your smile is not strong enough
Don’t leave me alone
Though you can’t say it many times, you like it

I noticed that your side was too comfortable for some reason
Though it is just me,
Thank you from now on


I don't know why i like japanese songs so much.
It's probably because of the lyrics.
English lyrics usually suck, only the music is nice.
Or maybe it's just me trying to run away from reality.


Gossip Boy - Younha
In one day, I can’t even count how many times
I talk about you
That you’re such an awesome guy
How girls keep you in their line of sight
You’ve known it too
But how do you keep acting like you don’t
Your features which betray nothing from your seeming obliviousness
For some reason, without knowing, I fall captivated

I shouldn’t be this way
Always smiling around you, I feel like an idiot
Even with your words which hold no special meaning
Simply encourage the surge of my imagination
Could it be possible that you like me
If we’re already friends, would that make it possible for us
My heart which slowly grows bigger and bigger
Take responsibility, because of you, I can’t do anything**

Only when I come close to you
Do I somehow say something different
I become ill-tempered in vain
Don’t look at other girls and
Show some interest in me
How do you always act like you’re busy
I only want to show you my good sides
Somehow, it seems like I’m the only one who wants to receive love

I shouldn’t be this way
Always smiling around you, I feel like an idiot
Even with your words which hold no special meaning
Simply encourage the surge of my imagination
Could it be possible that you like me
If we’re already friends, would that make it possible for us
My heart which slowly grows bigger and bigger
Take responsibility, because of you, I can’t do anything

Be courageous, Tell him, I want to see you
Can you not reject me
This is the moment I’ve been dreaming about
Can you accept my heart


Should i keep believing?
Or maybe i should let it go.
I don't deserve this.
You're too insensitive.
I'll take it as it comes.