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Sunday, March 30, 2014
#433
I feel so drained. Probably because of the people who freeload off projects. Like seriously, all the projects this sem, I was the one who did most of the work.
AQ proj, stats poster, and currently the Dev Bio presentation and prac report...
I'm so sick of the freeloaders. My tolerance for them is dropping. I feel like i should bring this up to the teachers... i am not gonna let those freeloaders get equal credit as me when it was mostly /my/ work ._.
Stats poster wasn't too imbalanced... it's mainly the Dev Bio stuff.
I seriously can't stand the Dev Bio teacher. He's so suibian about EVERYTHING.
Same project groups for everything, his teaching sucks, and he gives absolutely the barest details on the projects -_-
Are we supposed to print the prac report out? Or do we just submit softcopy? Is there even a page limit???
And how the heck is the project proposal supposed to be huh.
I think this dev bio module is gonna be the death of my life. It's not even an elective module, it's a CORE module. DEAD.
Maybe i would have been better off just taking the AP bio module and not taking AP bio -_-
Then again why the hell is bio a core module when AP chem isn't =.=
Super pissed off at the teacher can.

Michelle commented that i power through projects...
I don't even know how i have that much will to do projects when my groupmates aren't doing anything =.=
Maybe because of the high-achiever/perfectionist side of me O.o
(even though i think my grades aren't that good...)

Been spending quite a bit on food recently haha (/ω\)
Because i've been trying out Japanese restaurants with Michelle...
Menya Musashi (ramen), Gyoza no Ohsho (gyoza) and Yomenya Goemon (Japanese spaghetti)!!
All of them are so delicious aaaaa.
I actually really like noodles hmm. But i'm particular about the type of noodles hahaha. Must be the instant noodle kind/ramen/soba/spaghetti hahaha. Don't like udon though.
I used to really like fishball kuaytiao when i was younger... now not so much.
My older sis once gave me Japanese cold noodles to try and it was really nice! Zaru sobaaa! Wanna try finding it again haha... Probably can get from Daiso :p

And omg Yuko-san just emailed me about the pre-departure meeting for the Japan trip!!!
We're gonna have a free day on the 15th!!! That's my birthday!!!!!
The next best thing that has happened to me after Nanao!!!
Time to think about where i wanna go hahaha.
For now it's just Tower Records and Otome Road (Animate!!)~~
Ah but i also wanna visit BookOff...
There probably won't be enough time to visit all of them though ><
Well let's see...

Okay time to get back to dev bio stuff >.>







Sunday, March 23, 2014
#432: Down
Down with fever.
Still not completely recovered.
My projects, tests and quizzes are screwed, 'nuff said.

Still haven't submitted AQ essay because i fell sick on the deadline and my group members didn't do much =.=

The worst one is Dev Bio test.
The Dev Bio module is a core module and it's 100% CA. And guess what? The test is 20%. And i barely studied at all.
And the other 3 group work components which are 20% each too, practical report, presentation and project proposal are screwed too. Let's just say my group really sucks.

I can't not go to school on Monday because there's Math GT and the Dev Bio test which i don't want to miss =.=
Think i'll just skip on PE and CCA... go home and sleep =.=

Really pissed off with all the group work wtf. AQ essay, Stats poster, Dev Bio stuff, all of them, I did like most of the work? My Dev Bio group hasn't started on /anything/ at all =.=

FML.



Thursday, March 13, 2014
#431
And so SSEF is over.
SSEF judging.
It went surprisingly well haha. I think we were really lucky, getting friendly judges who also came early... 5 judges came in the first half before lunch out of 6 judges! And i think the last judge was pretty worn out already that he didn't really ask any questions lol...
I think i presented surprisingly well...?? Better than my usual presentations i guess. Maybe it's because i knew my stuff better?? Well.
Had Menya Musashi ramen at Westgate for dinner with Michelle after hanging out at Jem and looking at books in Kino~ :D
(was $$ though ><)

SSEF Public day.
Waste of time man, seriously. Just sat/walked around doing nothing...
Didn't win anything.
But our school won 8 golds (which is a lot, compared to last year's 3 golds).
I feel like wasted so much of my time on ARP and SSEF.
When i'm not even going to go into science or research.
So this is what happens when you just choose a school without knowing thoroughly what it entails.
Screw this. Super pissed off at ARP/SSEF.
Celebratory dinner with Michelle and Yi Min at Westgate's Osaka Ohsho!! Their gyozas are really delicious!!
Had the omelette rice set which comes with 6 gyozas and egg soup. Was a bit too much to finish though... Left a bit of the omelette rice and the soup... The omelette rice was hugeee. And really soft and fluffy.
Must remember to share portions if i go there next time haha.

I'm really pissed off at the choir camp timing this year.
Like wtf, right after ARP/SSEF, ON THE DAY WHERE NUS AND 2 OTHER OPEN HOUSES ARE HAPPENING.
I've been sleeping late because of ARP and SSEF and haven't had time to repay my sleep debt yet, and you want me to sleep overnight in a school classroom? No way man.
I have lessons on Sat morning, till 1pm. And then i'll be going to the open house(s).
Seriously i'm going to heck care them and just leave after the first day.
The reason i'm so pissed is because i'm probably gonna be let off really late, like 11pm or something.
By the time i reach home and shower, it's gonna be 12am. And i have to wake up early on Sat for lessons.
FML seriously.

I don't even know if i should go to the ADM and La Salle open houses... i don't even have a proper portfolio at all...
Does anyone even know how scared and unsure I am of my own future.


Thursday, March 6, 2014
#430: ICE SKATINGGG!!!!!
So our 2nd judge finally graded our ARP poster presentation... was pretty okay i guess.
but the chem department session today didn't go very well... there were like, 2 teachers and us left by the time it was our turn (we were the last team)
everytime i present our project i feel like crying okay. like we put so much effort into it and somehow people don't understand it??
Don't like presenting argh.
there's still ssef... SIX judges D:

Okay away from all the horribleness.
ICE SKATING!
Seriously, skating on smooth ice is the besssstttttt xD
Was a bit wobbly at first because i haven't skated for so long... but i managed to learn forward swizzles too haha! (swizzles = skating in figure eights~)
Forward swizzles are fun hahahaha.
Really tempted to learn but i'm not young anymore and i'm not flexible or anything... and i don't really want to get injured orz.
Or maybe i can just go skate as a form of exercise LOL. Only that it's an expensive exercise xP
It was a really nice few hours away from reality though haha. Almost 4 hours skating and my legs are now tired :p
It's so nice just to skate, feel the wind and not care about anything. (except trying not to crash into people LOL)
Tempted to get the 3-month student pass at $105 and start skating regularly after graduation...
But like if i'm gonna learn i want to start /now/ orz.
I think Yuzuru Hanyu just revived my love for ice skating and made it a lot stronger orz.
There was this bunch of speed skaters who looked like they were having so much fun... even though they were spraying ice at each other haha.

Also, learnt a bit of guitar today! Learnt 6 chords and managed to kind of play the chords for Viva La Vida hahaha. I seriously don't think i will play the guitar very often though D:
That's why i'm still hesitating over if i should get a new guitar aside from the really old one i have... but ICE SKATING orz.

Screw this March holidays are seriously gonna suck big time.
Next week is SSEF week so wed and thurs and full days T_T
Plus mon is a long day and there's choir camp on fri... ARGH.
AQ project and stats poster are due at the end of March holidays GG.
Not to mention there's gonna be a dev bio test on the mon when school reopens.
I'm so screwed can.