Thursday, February 25, 2010
Homework spam DX
Ugh... It's official homework spam...I'm so dead tired of this continuous cycle...
I don't have time to do anything.
I don't have time to practice piano.
I absolutely have no time at all to draw.
Unless you want me to draw in class while the teacher's explaining stuff.
Rawr. I need to practice digital painting.
Not to mention i haven't been pixelling for such a looong time.
And my resource site's dead.
Damn. Year 2's timetable is so freaking dumb.
Breaks after every lesson.
It may or may not be a good thing though.
I'm liking choir so far, though standing up for so long is kinda tiring =_=;
I love singing japanese songs <3
More japanese songs please~
Lol nice having a japanese teacher as teacher-in-charge huh.
Meh i wanted to sing Tsubasa o Kudasai though.
We're currently thinking of singing Ano Subarashii Ai o Mou Ichido for Speech Day...
But someone said it wasn't really suitable so it might change ._.
Gahhhhhhhhh.
STUPID CHINESE TEACHER.
I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Painting Practice...
Ugh... It's a failure...
The face looks weird =/
And i can't make the lips shiny... *tears out hair*
Oh. And tutorial's from here: http://prodigybombay.deviantart.com/art/Coloring-Tutorial-121198672
Maybe it's cause she's using a tablet, so it has pressure sensitivity...
But i still need to improve D<
Rawr.
Wacom anime & manga contest!
I'm so gonna join the Wacom anime & manga contest~-hearts-
But i really need to draw more TT.TT
Or i won't improve.
I just wonder why those artists who already have tablets want to join the contest.
Uhhh. Let's just see how this painting with a mouse will turn out.
I need to drawwwww DD:
I want that Wacom Intuos...
I might be getting one during IT Show in March...
:D
Ugh... Homework spam...
Chem worksheet: 2 pages of words.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
gimme a tablet.
http://prodigybombay.deviantart.com/I absolutely love her artwork.
I love her style.
Especially the shiny lips xD
It's so pretty~
Gah anyway, i want a tablet Dx
Someone took the offer in SGClub ._.
But i think my cny money wasn't enough...
Meh.
Good luck to me trying to paint using a mouse.
I want do draw art, not study art D:
It's kinda boring but yeah...
Hmm come to think of it i haven't done my new year's resolution O.O"
Well then, i'll wish to do well in my studies, work out more, and DRAW MORE!
I think i'll break this really soon ^^;
Especially to work out more.
I've got no time dammit.
Homework, CS, Hidoi Cleaning...
Not to mention that yoga class on Wednesday which makes me rush like hell >\
And. Other problems.
Nah i don't wanna talk about them.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Sukinanda - Younha
Why can’t you always be honest with the words you say before you become troubled?Somehow this day has changed with the gentle smile that you gave me
Rather, how does it stop becoming about times of fighting?
In such times I also recognize and understand what you gave me
Though I am selfish, don’t separate it all the time
Even if this isn’t the last train, I’ll call you now
I want to meet you and say it will become definite
I can’t be disconnected here
Don’t separate it all the time
Even wherever on this earth you will be,
Find it immediately and embrace it
Because it shows courage don’t you think?
But I am a little embarrassed
Though you can’t say it many times, you like it
With just that you can increase your happiness
Even similar every day becomes the different scenery
A heart becomes satisfied with your natural smiling face
Until this time passes, you will look back on the days with mere thanks
However, there were times when you were confused but I had a feeling that you were not useless
Don’t separate it all the time
A gesture that isn’t pretty at all and it is only hurts me
Because it shows courage don’t you think?
But I am a little embarrassed and
Though you can’t say it many times, you like it
I like it so much more from now on
Are you there?
I want to be certain
Even if I became insecure again,
Do you answer many times?
Don’t separate it all the time
A gesture that isn’t pretty at all and it is only hurts me
Because it shows courage don’t you think?
But I am a little embarrassed and
Though you can’t say it many times, you like it
Because I don’t separate it all the time
I have these tears when I embrace you
Because your smile is not strong enough
Don’t leave me alone
Though you can’t say it many times, you like it
I noticed that your side was too comfortable for some reason
Though it is just me,
Thank you from now on
I don't know why i like japanese songs so much.
It's probably because of the lyrics.
English lyrics usually suck, only the music is nice.
Or maybe it's just me trying to run away from reality.
Gossip Boy - Younha
In one day, I can’t even count how many timesI talk about you
That you’re such an awesome guy
How girls keep you in their line of sight
You’ve known it too
But how do you keep acting like you don’t
Your features which betray nothing from your seeming obliviousness
For some reason, without knowing, I fall captivated
I shouldn’t be this way
Always smiling around you, I feel like an idiot
Even with your words which hold no special meaning
Simply encourage the surge of my imagination
Could it be possible that you like me
If we’re already friends, would that make it possible for us
My heart which slowly grows bigger and bigger
Take responsibility, because of you, I can’t do anything**
Only when I come close to you
Do I somehow say something different
I become ill-tempered in vain
Don’t look at other girls and
Show some interest in me
How do you always act like you’re busy
I only want to show you my good sides
Somehow, it seems like I’m the only one who wants to receive love
I shouldn’t be this way
Always smiling around you, I feel like an idiot
Even with your words which hold no special meaning
Simply encourage the surge of my imagination
Could it be possible that you like me
If we’re already friends, would that make it possible for us
My heart which slowly grows bigger and bigger
Take responsibility, because of you, I can’t do anything
Be courageous, Tell him, I want to see you
Can you not reject me
This is the moment I’ve been dreaming about
Can you accept my heart
Should i keep believing?
Or maybe i should let it go.
I don't deserve this.
You're too insensitive.
I'll take it as it comes.
Friday, February 12, 2010
jump then fall;
Gideon, i really think you're getting a totally wrong impression of me.Okay.
Choir performance was quite okay.
But meh we didn't get to see the rest of the concert.
After debrief we were released lol.
Went to kap to meet 6e classmates~
Ohmygosh i really miss rachel goh >.<
She's so pretty now~
I love her hair xD
Huilee and Anita were going on about how i've grown up or something =_=;
It's just that i've never shown this side of me.
Went to charmaine's house after eating lunch.
She moved to somewhere near Hong Leong Shopping Centre lol.
So near west coast park o.o
We literally stoned at her house. Seriously.
She was doing homework so yeah.
But later we went down, walked around and stuff.
Had a massive talk about school.
And dipped our legs into swimming pool water.
Carene accidentally fell into the water xD
She thought the ground was level...
And she splashed charmaine too haha
They were standing in the sun to dry off...
But meh i had to go already...
Gosh. I really hate this class of mine.
It's like a class full of problematic children.
Including me, of course.
I don't feel like doing my best anymore.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Cookies :D
Wheee~Today i tried making cookies, specifically, madeleines...
They... weren't that successful but i really loved the lemon taste xD
Man...
One tray turned out to be super-thin and cake-like,
the other tray turned out to be really hard, like a cookie...
And the ones in the molds were... like egg tarts!
Seriously.
They tasted so like egg tarts ^^"
Meh. My mum suspects that it's because we didn't let the butter melt before mixing it in...
Not to mention i made so many mistakes...
>.<
I want to rebake them D:
If not i'll just make the choco chip cookies.
Monday, February 8, 2010
Choir x3
Whee choir has been fun so far~Full-dress rehearsal today...
I heart my long red shirt
Wanted to wear my belt but Ms Mariko said it was cuter without it ._.
Well rehearsal in the hall was kinda weird.
We sort of, tried to, run to the front of the stage but when the music started we were still not ready ^^"
So we went back and forth for a few times...
And Gideon was like in front of us...
And Chelsea >/
She was trying to snap pictures lol
Meh i wanted to take a photo of me and jiaying but she refused D:
Heh i shall try stealing one on CNY celebration.
Can't wait~
I miss youuuuuu rg~~ D:
Well it's like 11.30pm now so ja ne~
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Sleep deprived...
Hmm maybe i'm not growing taller 'cause i keep sleeping late...Gosh i'm so dead tired ~.~
I need to sleep earlier.
But there's a whole load of homework, new and overdue.
Not to mention the CS project is gonna be released soon.
And I am so hating the chinese teacher. She sucks.
She doesn't teach properly. End of story.
I might actually want to join NaNoWriMo...
http://nanowrimo.org
But...
50,000 words in a month @.@
No idea if i can reach it lol.
I'm not that an avid writer after all.
I only like poems =p
Man i need a laptop of my own.
Yay~
We're gonna bake stuff for Valentine's!
Me, Yaazhini, Jiaying and who knows who else.
Oh and the netball people.
I really wanna try making chocolate D:
Tempering chocolate D:
Yumeiro patissiere spurs on that urge even more >.<
Argh i really have too many things i wanna try.
Like seriously...
And the time problem.
I really hope semester 2's timetable will be less packed.
If it actually changes, that is.
Oh and i saw a homemade gummy bear recipe while browsing for cookie recipes =o
It looks really simple ...
Omg now i wanna make madeleines drizzled with chocolate...
Fondant.
DDD:
I wanna try the madeleines first Dx
...the problem is how to get the ingredients and stuff.
I should ask my mum.
I doubt she'll allow me though.
Or maybe miraculously she'll let me.
Ah whatever.
Multi-tasking ftw.
Doing homework in front of the computer.
Though it's a little not so effective.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
;Living in the outside, transparent
Choir bonding games!The choir people were hilarious xD
un girl, un boy, un year 5 xDD (sp?)
Meh. I'm like, living on the outside or something?
No one ever calls me, or rather take notice of me.
I'm always like the observer.
Or is it just me not interacting with other people?
Ada called me during Whacko but called me as Xinyi instead ._."
Oh. And Xinyi pon-ed cca.
Joel pon-ed too, after he finished his CIP work.
<.<
...Was it Bernadine?
Anyway, someone asked us to play the piano for choir practice occasionally...
I want to major in music...
But my mum doesn't let me take up violin >.>
How horrible. After i transfered to choir too.
But i'm liking the choir vibes.
Let's take it as it comes.
I heart my cny choir outfit. <3
Today's CS was so confusing...
Man I don't understand some stuff...
Need to go experiment ...
And i haven't finished my overdue bio and physics assignment... x.x
Was trying to chiong it before choir started in music room but oh well...
Ah man my "fringe" looks kinda weird now.
Need to wait for it to grow longer, so i can trim it properly.
For now... clips and pins...
And.
I NEED TO GROW TALLER. NAO. DX
Someone translate Starry Sky please...
I wanna play it Dx
It looks so freaking awesome.
There are like 4 parts though, Spring, Summer, Autumn & Winter.
And it's getting an anime <3
Can't wait :3