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{ No Music, No Life! }
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
the future awaits.
well.
so my dad's gonna retire in about a month. i guess.
i wonder if anything's gonna change.
i wonder if my life will be the same.
心が苦しい。


Monday, February 14, 2011
if this voice somehow reaches you

To the person I really love
In case you are listening to my voice
Will you destroy and erase
The previous fragile me?
- Connect, clear (Colors album)

Happy Valentines' Day!
I has no valentine as usual >:
But i shall have clear for my valentine ~
*has been blasting his songs all day* ~
The part where clear sort of "sings forcefully" in Connect is damn nice haha.

Bio project is due next week. I haven't even started picking plant specimens. I haven't started pressing plants. So i'm therefore dead. rawr. I shall pick the plant specimens from my mum's garden and press them tomorrow D:
AND GODDAMMIT WHY MUST THEY MAKE US REDO THE CAMPFIRE PERFORMANCE WHEN NO ONE WANTS TO DO IT.
/rant

Anyway. Learnt about 'while' loops today during CS. We had to rack our brains so damn hard just to think up the pseudocode. Man.

I'm so disappointed. But it's predictable, really. You don't give a damn about me. 'Cause you're just the way you are, insensitive. And it isn't the first time it has happened. It's so sad.

I think i'm go way too emo.


Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Is this really what our hearts decided to be last?

I thought of it yesterday after the dawn had passed
While I was gathering pieces of a broken glass
What is going on now with drops that my fingers allow
Is this really what our hearts decided to be last?
- Just Be Friends, Luka

My current pile of manga 8D
Let's see... (from top to bottom)
Shinrei Tantei Yakumo vol 1 & 2, Rustblaster (complete), Vampire Knight vol 7 & 8, Zig*Zag vol 6-9, Card Captor Sakura vol 5 & 12, Kaichou wa Maid-sama vol 2 & 4 & 6, random very old Japanese manga i picked up at an exhibition, very old Kouga Yun manga vol 2 & 3


Tuesday, February 8, 2011
hnnnnnnnnnnn

Random N doodle on my math notes which i tried to colour D:
(N is from Pokemon Black & White)
I like N even though i haven't ever completed a single pokemon game ever xD

Everytime i'm in school i feel like everything's done in a rush.
Like, everything. Lessons, homework, even lunch Dx
It just whizzes past and i feel so freaking tired and sleepy. And hungry.
Meh.

I'm sooooooo glad i got Shinrei Tantei Yakumo instead of the random manga i thought looked nice lol.
The cover and the coloured pages are so prettyyyyy *-*
Gorgeous art~

Oh yeah we had art today.
Practically no one had a proper A4-sized portrait of themselves so we couldn't start to sketch anything meh.
But how the hell do you get an A4-sized portrait of only your face and not have it blurry D:
Well A4 is about 2400 pixels and my 12MP camera's resolution is larger than that so it might work =/


Friday, February 4, 2011
ファイナルファンタジー

(Via: collidinghearts)

My favourite among the screens i took.
Epic lighting is epic. Onion Knight together with Terra is so cuteee xD
I was looking all around the internet for a working screenshot plugin for PSP and i finally found one so i was crazy-screencapping Dissidia cutscenes 8D

Okay on to CNY stuffs meh.
CNY was so mega boring. Aside from the many rounds of taidi lol.
The red packet from my parents contained like, more than 2 times of last year's red packet o_o
I think i'm gonna have ~10 red packets or something only 'cause the most of my red packets are usually collected on the first day when the other families come over to our house (and my auntie's house) for a 'party' of some sorts =/
It's already in the afternoon and we haven't got out of our house to visit anyone even though it's already the second day of CNY ._.
Well i still have the 200RMB red packet from relatives back in China...
Need to go money changer to get my $40 :D

I am in no mood to start on my physics assignment orz.