Saturday, August 17, 2013
#407
Sian. I feel like i can't relax even though it's finally the weekends and it's even a long weekend T_T
There's english research project due on Monday, so much ARP crap to settle, CHEMISTRY omg.
I have no idea what's going on in the latest chapter Ms Wong taught T_T
I hate periodicity ugh. Oxides. Annoying. things.
I hate wordy subjects LOL. At this rate i'll have to continue studying english in uni >.>
Why does chem test have to be the day right after the long weekend T_T
Discovered an album with songs all arranged into guitar versions by osamuraisan, sung by different utaites.
Rib was in it so i went to check it out hahaha. It's a really nice album ♥
I really like soraru's Hitorinbo Envy in it...
Also caught rib's nama~! He was playing the piano and singing along ;-;
HIS VOICE GDI. Managed to record the nama too :3
He even sang A Whole New World in english at the end hahaha.
I think Japanese music is the only thing keeping me afloat in this neverending pile of crap called school. T_T
I really can't wait till Year 6, when ARP ends oh god.
I can't believe i'm almost graduating though ><
Even though i want to lose like 5kg by prom... i don't think that's gonna happen... (´-ω-`)
I kind of wanna join the Year 6's prom committee... gain experience and i can organise my own prom next year... but idk if i'll die under all the work...
...even though i'm not even taking as many modules as others =.=
I hate it that we're not informed about stuff.
University is like this black hole right in front of me okay.
And why do they only tell us all this important things about ARP only AFTER we got a project huh?!!
Ugh so pissed off.
Thursday, August 15, 2013
#406
It's almost Fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Finally.Today was the worst day ever man.
Had biochem quiz first thing in the morning + a very sleep-inducing lecture, math test, current affairs presentation and PE in a very long time orz.
Glad today turned out pretty okay... biochem was okay-ish though i made some mistakes... Math test was pretty easy, though a little tricky! Hopefully i'll score well for math test :S
Current affairs presentation... turned out my content was pretty good but my presentation was bad orz.
Well that's over! YES. Though there are still a lot of presentations T_T
PE turned out to be quite fun. Started batting today, we even tried batting with the heavy metal bat and the heavy ball e.e the sound of the metal bat hitting the ball is pretty scary ><.
I'm so glad i'm at least making some progress in Japanese LOL. Almost finished reading Mori Eto's Rhythm~ It's really easy to read~ It's about this bunch of middle school kids though haha.
I don't think i'll be able to take JLPT N2 this December though... i have to work hard on ARP too T_T
Sian lah. I want to study Japanese dammit.
Listened to Shoose's (utaite) nama for the first time~ He's way of talking is so cute omg. Especially when he laughs /////. Do all Japanese guys all have cute laughs LOL. :X clear has a cute laugh too HAHA.
And crap man, i'm falling wayyyy too hard for rib's voice ><
Oh yeah and i got a few books during Kino's sale~
Got the latest volume of Hiyokoi and KuroBasu Replace, and 2 volumes of Chihayafuru middle school novels! <3 p="">All in Japanese hahaha. Already finished reading Hiyokoi. Gonna try reading the Chihayafuru novels after i finish Mori Eto's Rhythm and Goldfish~
ARGH i wanna study Japanese instead of all this sciencey stuff dammit T_T
Went to meet our ARP mentor for the first time...
Wondered all around the NUS campus oh god. I hate the campus already. So freaking confusing.
And.
I have no idea what i'm gonna do about university.
Friday, August 9, 2013
#405: I'm tired.
Of pretty much everything.Of school, of superficial conversations, of the untidyness of my house, of me being picky about food and just about everything else.
When i have my own house, i'm gonna design my room such that the table is right at the end of my bed like in hostel.
Well I had the Nanao inbound and it was tons of fun!!! :DD
Me and buddy at the airport, sending off the Nanao students :'>
Really wish we had more time to simply interact and chat with them... The only time we had was that one night in hostel after all the activities... and only the guys stayed behind to chat then... D:
Hoping that our outbound trip will be a long one! :D
Must take lots of photos!!! And hopefully we can wear non-school-based clothes >.>
We could only wear school-based stuff during the inbound ;-;
And their inbound didn't include any weekend day so we didn't get to bring them around D:
I'm kind of... worried about food in Nanao orz. Nanao's close to the sea so they'll probably have lots of seafood... and i don't really eat seafood, aside from uhh fish. And prawns if i really have to ><
Quoting from Andrew, "The Nanao guys are so pure, they aren't perverted like us" hahaha
And that's why i don't feel as awkward talking to them :'>
I just fell even deeper in love with Japan after the inbound orz.
Next! Choir NDP rant. God.
Her Majesty can go and die in the depths of hell. I shall not name her.
She basically just took complete control of the NDP performance, ordering us here and there.
And guess what her reason was. "I'm a Year 6 now so i get to bully you guys (:"
Just. WTF.
You're just screwing the performance up.
She choreographed this elaborate row formation thingy which was so goddamned messy wtf.
And then she thinks she's so cool and shit, interpreting the dance on her own and changing it. Then the choir ends up following her which isn't the right dance move...
And why does choir not seem to have a sense of rhythm. Or maybe a sense of dance (?).
There are certain times in the music where you should follow it and put your hands down and not just put your hands down right after your action, just for example.
Idk how to explain properly but yeah.
Well at least it went without any major problems. Though i was just performing mindlessly without much enthusiasm at all. And i was still coughing too...
Sigh... JLPT registration is approaching soon...
I'm starting to resign myself to the fact that i won't be ready for N2 by this December...
And i can't really skip a year at JCS because there's Kanji writing... =/
I hate that i have hardly any time to work on my Japanese. School is robbing away so much of my free time.
And i still haven't started ARP yet. I can't imagine how busy i'll be with ARP...
Screw this shit lah.
I'm starting to really dislike bio. D:
All that mindless memorisation. Understanding is not enough, you have to freaking memorise all that crap.
Whoever was playing electropop (?) during the break between the concert and the finale, good music taste =w=b
Though i would prefer instrumental electro without the vocals...
Like Ken Arai's Last Hope OST.
The OST of Now You See Me is pretty good too :3
/needs more electro music without vocals/
Kino's having a sale again... during the National Day break... when they just had one in the 1st week of August orz.
So tempting. ;-;
Might drop by Orchard's Kino after JCS classes this Sunday...
I kind of want to get a Japanese fashion magazine lol. Only that i have no idea which one is good...
2nd day at home... haven't done much studying...
Next week is horrible. Math test, biochem quiz, CA quiz, HIP presentation, Eng research project...
Plus i have to go trade-in my GC on Tuesday after school... because the place is closed for National Day >.>
This sucks.
Monday, August 5, 2013
#404: Not Found
Holy shit uhh haven't written for a month already.Will write a proper post soon... later this week during the holidays probably...
Some major stuff:
- Nanao exchange program inbound!!! (*´ω｀*)
- Choir NDP stuff RANT.
Just saying, Japanese people are really nice :'D
Friday, July 5, 2013
#403: IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY.
Oh god. This week has been... tiring. Really tiring.Ending school at 6pm on Monday, Thursday and Friday and having to survive the rush hour is really tiring. Don't judge me i get tired easily >.>
Standing on the MRT without anywhere to hold on to is like (almost) constantly contracting your leg muscles just to stay balanced... Okay whatever.
By the time i get home, finish dinner, showered and did homework, i'd barely have much time, if any at all. Yes i sleep "early". How is 11pm early. Like, seriously. How do people even survive with that little bit of sleep.
I'm getting really really sick of choir. I mean, i enjoy it, but only because it's Ms Lim. As for singing i'm just like heck care. But it's getting stressful. Plus the national anthem duty. That's like where the most stress is coming from. And it's scary when Ms Lim starts doing one-by-one testing ><
Not to mention choir is twice a week. Even though our school's CCA time is already shorter as compared to other schools, i still find it tiring D:
I don't know if i can tolerate for another year, but applying to switch CCA is so troublesome... Plus i don't know what i will switch to... It's just 1 more year anyway... maybe i'll survive. Maybe.
Next week is crazy. I have like 2 bio makeup lessons in a row on Wednesday. And i just got an email about Nanao inbound briefing, which is on the same Wednesday, smack right in the middle of the first bio makeup lesson. I was like - "what the hell am i supposed to do about this clash?!!". In the end i emailed my bio teacher to tell her that i couldn't make it... And it turned out that the only choice was to attend the bio makeup lesson, but leave midway through for the briefing orz.
Which means... i end school at 6pm on 3 days next week out of a 4-day school week.
This sucks. Well, should be better next week since i don't have to meet rush hour.
Argh. Why does Year 5 suddenly feel like Year 4. I'm sick of not having time to myself. Stop robbing me of my free time, school.
Actually the main problem is that i don't take physics and chinese so i have lots of empty spaces in my timetable... but i end late. D<
I utterly hate the rush hour oh god. I have no idea how i'm gonna survive working life where i have to encounter the rush hour every single day. And i really can't see myself wearing heels to work when my heels already hurt from walking in running shoes.