Tuesday, January 14, 2014
#419
So yesterday was the first proper PE lesson, in which i completely died.Not only did we have to run 2.4km, we did 2 sets of 20 dips, 30 crunches and front, left, right planks for 1 min+. IN THE FREAKING HOT SUN. why was the sun so freaking hot that day at that time huh?!! (no srsly it was the hottest i've ever felt, like 33C or something. i could totally feel my skin burning up wtf) AND OUR PE TEACHER STILL WANTED TO HAVE A GAME OF END ZONE CAPTAIN'S BALL EVEN THOUGH WE ONLY HAD 5 MINUTES LEFT WTF. was struggling to do planks because my elbows were really painful. and my back was painful during crunches >.>
Yep, and after that i still had CCA which meant 2 hours of standing up. And by then i already had a horrible throbbing headache which constantly attempted to make my head explode. Then trip back home squeezing on public transport. I literally wanted to just die okay. Had dinner and went home feeling like a trainwreck. I think all the stress inside me just exploded then and i broke down and cried :(
(ARP with me doing like most of the work even though there are 3 members, STUPID SCHOOL NOT TELLING US WE COULD GET ENVELOPES FOR FREE WHICH RESULTED IN ME SPENDING 4 BUCKS ON A PACK OF ENVELOPES BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T COME IN SINGLE ENVELOPES, me not knowing many people in Dev Bio class and ended up in a shitty group for all my pracs + presentation which probably means i'll be doing most of the work AGAIN, horrible PE...)
Actually it's just mainly that i'm really tired of being in shitty groups with people who don't do work and me doing most of it. Fuck school.
Slept early last night because of my horrible throbbing headache. Still had a bit of a headache today, and muscles aching all over -_-
It's like i feel a little dizzy but at the same time it's not really dizziness idk??
Argh i think it's due to lack of sleep too. AND THE STUPID FREAKING SCORCHING SUN.
I really can't survive waking up at 6am seriously. That means i'll have to sleep at like 10pm in order to not collapse due to lack of sleep. Idk i feel like i need more sleep than other people. And usually i sleep at 11pm++. Can't wait for CNY holidays so i can wake up later.
Oh and we had our first chem quiz today. I didn't do as bad as i expected... i hope. /fingerscrossed LOL/
I /think/ i managed to get the ionic equation writing right, and the last question too. I think i made mistake(s) in the mcq though... I think i'm really careless orz.
Argh this is annoying. Even though ARP's done i still have to prepare the poster and presentation... I don't feel like going for SSEF >.>
I really don't know if i'm gonna be able to tolerate all this for the rest of this year.
The only thing i'll be looking forward to regularly is like, my Japanese lesson on Saturdays =/
I'm really scared about uni, i feel like i know absolutely nothing about uni.
Though at the same time i'm excited about what i can do after graduation and before uni...
Working in Kinokuniya would be nice... (but the travelling won't be lol... unless it's the Jem branch)